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Current Mood: blah

Bakerzin and Yamaha



Caramel Cheese Cake on the left and New York Cheese Cake on the right. The New York one is damn nice and the caramel is a disappointment =( I’m a caramel fan by the way.

 

Seafood pasta. Don’t drool on your (insert electronic device) okay. I’m getting hungry looking at this photo. But I’m having a diet now =( I keep seeing a fat woman in my mirror...okay, time for me to stop being gross. And also, I need to leave some space for Bedok 85’s meal. Stingray, otah, satays, fried oyster egg, sugar cane drink, etc. Don’t worry, I won’t get eating disorder (I guess so) or faint in the streets (I hope so).

No idea when is GSS ending. But anyway, Yamaha sale is ending on 25^th July (according to Kay Ling). I seriously want a plug-in acoustic guitar and an electric guitar. The one I saw a couple months ago (point at photo below) is out of sight at Tampines Mall’s outlet. Anyway, saw another cutie which was around S$500 and now around S$320. I actually still prefer the sound of an electric guitar but it’s so not portable so I can’t carry it to parks and beaches or anywhere I want. But I’ve decided, I’m going to get a plug-in acoustic by the end of this year. And for my 21^st birthday, I’m going to get myself an electric guitar :D

Work & Break
Had a 2 weeks study break. After that was common test week. Only had one paper for me and it was on a Friday so technically, you can say that I have 3 weeks of break :D Was going to spend my break by relaxing, resting, reading (4 books), writing, watching downloaded movies and chilling out. But ended up working at this company/factory called UMS at Changi area. My cousin been working there for 9 years and needed some people so went there to work. Didn’t know the exact pay but I just really wanted income and I doubt anyone want to hire me so I accepted the job offer. Lol yea, it’s considered as “accepted the job offer” because my cousin called my mum to ask if me and my bro wanted to work.

So yes, I spent the 2-3 weeks of break working by doing miserable things like removing staples from huge files of papers and then scanning them into the computer system. Worked for 15 days and I did the same thing over and over again every single day for 13 days from 8 in the morning to 5.30pm. And I gotten a few paper cuts on my fingers because of that. FYI, although I’m in the HR office, but 70% of the time, I’m standing. Have you ever seen anyone sitting down to scan papers? No right! The other 2 days, went down to the packaging department to help packing metal pieces and parts. This is even worst. Standing 100% of the time. And the toilet is totally horrible. It looks like a haunted toilet that hasn’t been used for years. I totally got lost the first time I went there so I didn’t dare to go there anymore. Thank God it was only 2 days.



During the long work hours, I was bored beyond words and I had to constantly daydream, talk to myself and do stupid things like guessing the number of papers I put into the scanner at one time. But yea, managed to push through...somewhat. Planned to work OT every day but I totally can’t take it so I only worked 3 days of OT. Loser or what -.- Some of the workers work OT everyday and including Saturdays and Sundays!!! Are they humans or robots?! But anyway, most are foreign workers. In fact, there are a lot a lot of foreign workers in the company. Most from India and China.....

During the days at the packaging department, there was this Indian man who kept looking at me. I was looking down and doing my wrapping and a couple of times when I looked up, I saw him looking at me. Then he hurry looked away when I stared at him. Pervert. And also a hyena in the HR office. Talking about him makes me annoyed, boil and disgusted. So on my last day, I was planning to say something mean to him =X But they had a long meeting so for the entire day, he didn’t piss my ass off like how he irritated me every day. Anyway, the pay is supeeeeeeeer low and I only got to know at the last day of work -.- My cousin didn’t tell me the exact amount of pay all along. I thought it would be at least S$3.50 an hour but it’s a freaking S$3.15 wth. My cousin fetches me to work every morning and there was this morning she suddenly felt unwell so I had to go work by myself. And thus, I was late for 10 minutes. Because of that, they deducted S$0.75 from my pay! What the heaven, did they fail their mathematics? 10 minutes suppose to be S$0.52. The freaking wage is already so low and they still went ahead and eat away my S$0.23. How can you be so heartless, heartless, so heartless~~ Ohh~ Gotten like 8 scratches/cuts in this entire 15 days too.

And because I only had evenings and Sundays to study for my test and get my holiday assignments done, I’m so screwed.....okay, not as if I wasn’t screwed since year one :X Alright, enough of talking about work. I hate to work like seriously. And I hate to the max when people associate part-time jobs with full-time jobs. Part-time jobs are suppose to suck to the core and full-time jobs are suppose to be something relevant to our course of study, something that we enjoy doing and hold a passion of. Part-time jobs are so short-term as when compared to full-time jobs alright. Hate it hate it hate it to the maximum max (what sort of English is this =/) when people keep comparing the shit jobs that I’m doing now to the wonderful amazing dream job that I’m going to have in the future.

Sometimes, when I’m communicating with people and sharing my passion, interest and dreams, people just can’t stop tearing it down. Like what the heaven? I’m condemned for doing what is right. Condemned for dreaming. Condemned for fighting for what I want. Some people don’t get me and I guess they never will until the day I prove to you suckers out there that you idiots are all wrong. Hear this. If you can do it, so can I. If you can’t do it, doesn’t mean I can’t. Just because some other people tried and end up failing doesn’t mean that I’ll be like them too. Just because most people are doing it doesn’t mean it’s the right thing to do. It’s my life, only I can fail myself, no one else can. Not until the day that I fully realise that I can’t make it, if not, I won’t stop fighting.

Most likely going for CPTC (Chemical Process Technology Centre) training at Jurong Island this coming long holiday. It's a 6 weeks training filled with tests and reports to do :((

Ending off with a photo of my starbucks tumbler! :D I know it looks noob =(( And part of the words at the bottom were being chopped off due to wrong estimation. Printer ink isn’t really good so the colours aren’t really the one I wanted.

Forming a family is a COMMITMENT
Some may ask “How many kids do you want?” A decision to have children shouldn’t be about numbers or even gender. It’s not like buying a car and thinking which design, model and colour you want. You can always change a new car when you’re bored with the old one. But a decision to have kids is much more different. Firstly, you do not know whether it will be a boy or a girl. You won’t know whether he/she will grow up to be a good, smart, quiet, loud, bad or righteous person. You can’t choose how your kid is like like how you can choose the capacity and functions of your car to be.

So after giving birth, there might be a possibility that your child is slower than any other kids or might not be healthy and normal like any other kids. But since anyone has decided to put him/her on Earth, the parents has the full responsibility to take care of the child even if he/she might not be the one you desire – smart, healthy, normal, a boy or a girl.

A childhood of a person greatly impact how a person grow up to be like. Whether he/she is open, friendly, shy, violent, righteous, etc is link with the childhood. Hence, the parents have the responsibility to be sure that their kids grow up to be a righteous and honest person in society instead or some thief or crook.

It’s not right in my opinion to just give birth because you like kids. It’s a life we are talking about. Even an animal or a pet deserves respect and have some rights. No one should give birth without thinking and then destroy the life of a living human after that. Give birth only when you’re ready, when you have the time to commit, when you’re responsible enough.

It’s the stupidest and dumbest thing in my opinion to give birth just because you want to “occupy Earth with a male inheritance of the same surname”. So what if you have a lot of inheritance? Whether they are being brought up well is a more important factor.

Abortion – a popular topic to talk about. Some may go against it. But no, I beg to differ. People may argue that the unborn child has the right to live, etc but I think that it’s pure bullshit. So what if a child is given a chance to live? Without a proper family and responsible parents, the life of the child will be half-ruined. Without love, touch, care and concern, the child will grow up to be a different person as compared to other people with proper family background.

Everyone should think of the long-term perspective. Parents and in-laws should totally shut their mouth up and stop nagging or bugging them to have kids since readiness is a really important factor.

It’s not surprising if there are friends around you who face family violence at home. My brain aren’t wired in the way these violent people are like so I can never understand them for why they are doing what they are doing. These parents are the worst example in society and such people doesn’t deserve respect since they don’t respect their own children.

This message is specially brought to you by Agatha Ching and especially written for the cheena oldies and dicks who like to fuck only. Ohh. And I’m super annoyed by sex scenes in the movie. Some are seriously unnecessary okay. Like seriously, you can be all wrapped up like Spider Man and Bat Man and still end up being a block buster movie. Which block buster movies actually have a lot of scenes of nudity? Please tell me if you know of any. Movie makers, please don’t make a normal movie become a porn please, thanks.
 

My third time to Suntec in the month of April. For the education fair with my brother. I should say it’s a rather small base one. Out of the entire fair, only saw three courses that I am interested in. Of which all are in the same university. But to take the course, will have to study overseas at The Australian National University (ANU). Just hear the name and you know it’s a good university and my grades would definitely be unable to bring me there =( The consultant said it’s one of the top university in Australia. You might be wondering what three courses they are....

Degree in Engineering (Major in Environmental)
Degree in Engineering (Major in Sustainable Energy)
Degree in Art History & Curatorship

The first two is pretty self-explanatory as you properly know I’m an environmental green freak. Being able to work, fight and die for mother Earth is my biggest dream. The third one...properly not much people know or still remember. Back in secondary school, History was one of my favourite subject too (besides Geography). Back in upper secondary, I wasn’t as environmental friendly as compared to now. I love History a lot I just wanted to do something related to that. Historian too smart for my brain capacity; History teacher doesn’t suit a person who doesn’t really like kids/children like me =X So it was my dream to be a museum curator! I even attempted to get into Junior College for History but somehow I gave up that dream because I don’t know how to get into that career. Like having an A’ Level certificate on History doesn’t seems to be able to bring me there o.O

So I decided to do something related to another favourite subject instead. Which is Geography. And my current course has this “Environmental & Water Technology (EWT)” thing during the third year of studies. That’s why I chose this course. But I didn’t know that it isn’t a confirmed thing that if I want to take the EWT elective, then I will definitely be able to get into that. But but...guess what?! Despite my lousy grades, I’m able to take EWT when school re-opens! Thank God =) Just praying that I will be able to get into a university and be able to study environmental related stuff to fulfil my dreams and predicted purpose on Earth :D

At one corner of the education fair, there is this Tarot Card Reading. So my bro and I went to try it out. So basically, have to shuffle three times and draw three cards. The woman said something like this:

“You already have an idea of what you want to do in life. You have big dreams and you should continue to go for it! There is someone, a male, who will provide you with the money you need, so you need not worry about the financial part and go for it!!”

Hehe. Amazingly, it was quite accurate for me. And I was thinking which male person could that me...Only Jesus flash into my mind :D

Anyway, circumstances and situations are seemingly limiting me from getting to my dreams. But nevertheless, I’ll NOT stop fighting my way there. Shall meet you at the end of the race~

Current Mood: crushed

OMG I WANT THIS!!!!!


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The 1999 McDonald bear.
I only have the one on the second row, second bear from the left :((
Saw it from eBay. OMG. SGD$80 :(((
My mum said she'll get this for me if she strike 4D tonight.
That's as good as saying "No way I'm getting that for you" or "I'll get that for you if the sky fall".

Anyone who have too much money to spare or love me that much can get this for me @ http://tinyurl.com/ydjtgl4 <3

Current Mood: blah

I know this sound kind of dumb. But I found out that I actually prefer blogging in my laptop than in computer. (FYI, I have no internet connection in my laptop unless I plug out the internet cable from the computer. Which is a tiny lit troublesome.) It’s probably because I feel more inspired when in my room as compared to in my brother’s room where the computer is. So yes, I’m actually typing on my laptop and in Microsoft word now lol.

Anyway, this happens all the timeeeeekk. I’m hell of bored at home. Reflecting what I’ve been doing throughout the holiday, there are only 4 possible things that I’m doing. Number one, staring at the computer screen trying to kill time and find some entertainment. Number two, staring at the laptop screen watching downloaded movies (oops). Number three, reading, reading and reading <3 Lastly, I’ll be outside doing some stuff that empties my wallet.

Ohh and my wish to get an acoustic guitar and a new cell phone during the holiday seems to be diminishing now :( Only worked for a day and the salary is SGD $55.00. And most importantly, I won’t be getting paid until monthssss later. Anyway, while working, had the chance to be a mascot! A really cool experience that leaves me perspiring all over lol. And I get paid $10 just by being in it for half an hour. Although in actual fact I took like 15 minutes to change and change out of the mascot. So it’s easy money for that half an hour :D


(I'm the male one~)

Went shooting with Kay Ling last Friday!



She had a DSLR with her and I took my dad’s amcorder with me. Went Haji Lane to shoot and we walked quite a lot. Saw this shop selling Holga. Cool, I want that! Either that or a Polaroid maybe. But films and developing are expensive though :( Ohh. We both gotten ourselves a cotton canvas tote bag. Lol. Emphasize on the canvas showing that it’s not those cheap $2 tote you get from NTUC. But I’m disappointed with the photographs that I’ve taken. It came out being not really clear. It look like it’s at most 7 megapixel only :(

Ohh anyway, finally gotten Say It Like Obama and Win! :D Bought it despite the fact that I’m still 30% not done with my current book. Watched Professor Layton and the Eternal Diva too. Really feel like watching How To Train Your Dragon....


 

Life is so full of decision making...And it’s terribly hard for a uber fickled-minded person like me. It has been 3 weeks...

Before ending this, shall show you my new idol cum celebrity crush lol.
Siobhan Magnus from American Idol! She’s so so so cute and cool!! <3 Lol. She rock geek specs!!
 

The current human population in the world is estimated by the United States Census Bureau to be 6,809,900,000. Why the heaven can people actually categorize this 6,809,900,000 people into 12 categories?! Like the chinese zodiac and astrology. It's dumb to think that there are only 12 types of people on Earth with the exact same lucky number, lucky colour, luck, love life, shit, etc. So people are trying to say that there are 567,500,000 people on Earth that's the SAME as you?!

Yea, I know everyone have their own beliefs but it annoy me too the max when people try to categorize me or compare me with someone else. I AM DIFFERENT!!!! Argh.

I can't guarantee that I would be happier there. But I sure as hell can guarantee that I wouldn't be happy here.
Money all flew away. Now I am in desperate need for a part-time job :(((
Stayed at home for the whole day for three consecutive days. Friends are mostly having attachment or working.
I want to starbucks with BIF!~ But GOD, I don't even have $7.50 for that Caramel Frapp.

So the last time I posted anything here was one month ago. I had to look at the photos in my cell phone to recall what has been happening in my life :D

Only went to grandparent's house for LNY visiting. Relatives came to our house instead this year. And apparently, I've been asked by various people to why I dislike LNY so much. Although it's a society of freedom of speech and it's of basic human rights to talk about it. However, I do not wish to publicize why I hate it because it involves the shooting of people :O So would rather not talk about that.



Let's move our attention to Valentine's Day instead :D Had a belated V-Day "date" with my BIF, Kay Ling! We had lunch at Grand Cathay's Aston's. And then went around shopping before watching movie. We went to Yamaha to look at guitars! Spot this particular acoustic one that I like but the price is a wow-ing $590. I will never be able to afford that for now.

Nice right? :D

Was thinking of maybe learning electric guitar instead but need to get amplifiers and it's so unpotable :(
Oh yea, so we went to watch Valentine's Day. Movie was okay. I like Taylor Swift's gigantic teddy =3

Pray that I can get a part-time job because it's holiday now :D Just second day of my holiday so I haven't try looking for any yet. Ohh. And I brought Chester to build-a-bear worshop last saturday. Bought him clothes finally. I wanted to do so since 2 years ago. The female's clothes are nicer though. But I didn't want him to be sissy so had to find a male one.

And here it is! Damn cuteeee right?!
Want to get a female bear next time :D

And yea, it's time to get myself a haircut. I like her hair!!

Ohh. They have nice clothes by the way :D